When life throws a bottle of vodka at you…

If you’re confused by why this post is called this, it’s because around a month ago I was hit with the Cryptowall ransomware and had encrypted all my lastest and oldest projects I’d been working on for my big comeback to youtube but alas I’ve been set back a couple of months of hard work just because some lazy fat drunk russian basement dwelling virgin who thinks he doesn’t need to work honestly and mooch of people with a very complex currency and malware come along and pissed in your face with a ton of encrypted files and a ransom note. Plus with my 3 year tafe course now underway, I will he on hiatus for now. I apologise for all this but when life throws a bottle of vodka at you, you just take a swig, stuff a rag in it, light it and throw it it back.

~ Big Red

Why StopFileLockers.com is a lost cause.

StopFileLockers.com is an organisation run by Robert King, the head of King Adult Film Industries, who tries to bring down online file sharing lockers that harbour illegal and pirated media and copyrighted material and offer memberships to download them quicker. For awhile now I’ve been checking up with this website every now and then but however even though the cause is decent, the one thing that irks me is that the effort they’re putting in might just be a complete waste of time and money. The reason behind this is because of one factor which is shared amongst multiple different groups like Anonymous and sites like file lockers, the Hydra Effect. The Hydra Effect (Named after a Serpent in Greek Mythology that can grow multiple heads after a couple of its heads are cut off.) is basically when they cut funding to one file locker causing it to shutdown, another one or two more file lockers will take its place. So no matter what they do to take down one site. All that time and effort would’ve gone in vain due to another one filling in that void it leaves behind. This is usually the main reasons behind why Anonymous can’t be stopped or how government porn filters fail in the first few minutes. It’s because of the hydra Effect and the only way for StopFileLockers.com to succeed in their goal is to basically shut down all websites that are used for transferring currency like PayPal and we all know that’ll cause chaos amongst the population. Also I’d like to add that the hypocrisy and irony about this campaign is that it’s funded by a corporate big shot who owns a few porn tube websites which practically do what these file lockers do by sharing copy righted videos and in some cases profiting off the memberships to see those videos for free illegally and by individual users on the site that might’ve bought the video and put it online for everyone to see and download via third party software.

So there, the reason why I believe they’re a lost cause and a bunch of hypocrites. I thank you for reading my view on this matter. So til next time, this Big R signing off.

Why is Lady Luck against us?

Well it’s been a month and I’m still have a scabies infestation and so far no treatment has worked 😩. It’s pissing me off and every time mum tries to fix our website, it keeps making itself worse. Plus my mobile’s screen broke and when I tried to repair it myself, it brakes and I’ve sent it to a phone whom I’m still waiting for a response from. Feel like life’s trying to ruin me with this shit and I can’t take it anymore! Please someone help me out here.

~ Big R

Update time!

Well I guess it’s about time I tell you what I’ve been up to. First, I’m now going to be in a web series which will be out near the end of the year called “Black Blood” which I can’t give much info about it cause it’s in the works atm. Secondly, I’m starting to get back into gmodding (making Garry’s Mod vids) and if I can get a Serious Sam 3 model, i’ll be able to start on making my film which’ll hopefully be good :). Plus my friend and I now have our own home business that’ll bring in some dough to put my dreams in motion so wish us luck and ’til next time.

~ Big R out

Calm ya tits, I’m still here

Well after majorly failing the f*****g diploma, it’s time I take a half yearly break to focus on getting my L’s, finding a job, catch up with old friends, etc. but during that time period I shall build up a portfolio in modelling for AIE as well as buying a custom built super computer to help make work more efficient (seriously my laptop keeps over clocking and over heating to the point that it blue screens) then well, we’ll see where it goes from there. So til next time.

~ Big R

Goddamn it, everything sucks!

Now you might be asking “why does it suck?” well let me fill you in. The first reason is this Diploma! in four weeks i should have: 1. Finished a 3D trailer of the game we’re making. 2. Finished a machinima with Source Film Maker & 3. Creating and texturizing models for the game and its trailer. The Stress is beginning to get to me and slowly drifting me towards the brink of just giving up and saying “?@#%! you tafe, Go suck a *&^!$” plus not having barely any free time is making me have flashbacks of people who have been being dickheads to me over YouTube & Xbox live which is causing me a bit of grief and depression & my TAFE friends aren’t helping me much in this matter since I feel like the Kenny in the group so yeah that’s why everything is shit atm. But once this shit is over I’m going on an education hiatus to focus on other things i need to get done like getting a job & my L’s as well as finishing off some unfinished projects & socialising with old friends. Hopefully the post I put up won’t be this much of a downer so until next time, this is Big R signing off.

Where the **** have I been

Well to answer the title I been gone to do Tafe assignments & shit but once im done I should be able to finally break these blocks and start working on project: Streetwolvez. I’m sorry for the inconvenience.

~ Big R

P.S. I have been reading over my old posts and I realized something, I’m basically the Cave Johnson of the production world 😦

Surgery Tomorrow + Update

well tomorrow’s my operation to have ALL my wisdom teeth removed to prevent any more damage to my jaw. i’m nervous because I’m not sure if it will go smoothly and if it does when will i be able to keep my mouth clean? I mean lets face it, I’m not that good when it comes to keeping things steralized & Prevent from being infected. I also feel especially nervous of 2 things, 1. hemeriging of the mouth which will mean i’ll have to go back into surgery to have the stiches redone >=(. And 2. numbness to the chin, lower jaw & tongue which if  it persists after an hour & a half, could probably lead to permantent numbness. Oh well wish me luck! To keep you updated with what’s been happening with my life is well, I had a good christmas for 1 & passed the course but got incompetent in the programming lessions but passed the flash & 3D animation lessions 🙂 but I cant wait to get started on this year so until next time, see ya!

 

~ Big R

Nothing much to report

Well there’s Really nothing much to say just that I’m now 80% finished on my flash assignment but I’ll soon try getting out more and try to summon up the time to create a flash animation video

Regards to my people

Big R

Just another blog

Well what to say, it’s been a boring week so hard to think of something. Well my program is coming so that’s cool & well that’s pretty much it